Monday, November 2, 2009
Went out with davin and ah seng today. Really being grateful to have the 2 of them when i am down. After having our dinner, we found a place near esplanade to settle ourselves down. We chat for like 3 hours and ya, thanks:)
Start to realize that sometimes, i didn't really care on how people feel. Doing things on my own way which i think it is right. This shouldn't be a way on how it should be done. I apologize if i'm giving you a hard time. Understand the problems and the workload you have, i'm nothing much compared to you. Stay strong.
Start to appreciate more on this quote " Do what you can where you are with what you have " I will continue to assist my friend because i know this is the only way to help so far.
Last week, i told Jel that i will be running for ESC next year. I felt that i should be responsible to pass down what i have learnt to others. However, something changed me. I will now consider if i were to run again.
This AY is a fruitful one for me. Mr Ken, Zi Jian, Ah seng and Eddie have been teaching me a lot. They guided me, advice me, assist me and impose me with some values which i am still trying to adapt(what they say is right anyway) Along the way, i have neglect something and let someone down. They put high hopes on me which i think i didn't really do well. Should have open my mind wide open to see and observe more.
I know that Ian and Glenn birthday is around the corner. I don't think i have the time to plan a birthday celebration party for them. Even though we hardly see each other, but i do know that the respect we have for each others, friendship we used to have doesn't change. Having E Guide, April Orientation, 3 to 4 L.I.F.E events coming up and nEbO youth exchange program coming up. My schedule getting more and more pack. I will do my best to everything. Last burn. The 2 of you will understand me. I know:)
Raining.@10:33 AM
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